Category Archives: Family

Patricia is always present!


Patricia is a presence within, a presence infinitely beyond the senses, a presence that is elusive but, nearer than my heart; yet like my heart, I feel her there within. I Hear her hailing me from beyond the grave and … Continue reading

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Life, love and the hereafter.


Modern physics tells us that the universe had a beginning (the big bang) and will have an end. “No philosophical theory which I (C.S. Lewis in Miracles) have yet come across is a radical improvement on the words of Genesis, … Continue reading

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Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.


I know when you meditate you communicate with God. Yet I wonder if we have the senses to actutually “see” God? The Bible says “No man can see Me and live!” Yet Matthew 5:8 says “”Blessed are the pure in … Continue reading

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Quiet Love … eyes to see and words to tell


Before we married Pat wrote: “there seems to be quite a bit of harmony between our personalities.” What did that mean? The healthiest way two people can interact with each other is to be close and at the same time … Continue reading

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Through the glass darkly


Heaven is the reality, earth the reflection. To die is to be born into heaven. The Presence we feel of our departed loved one is her realty. We think therefore God exists in us: we exist so that God is aware of Himself. God made it so. Earth is on the other side of the door looking through God’s looking glass. Continue reading

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A Dream or a Vision?


I dreamt I was in the tail of a Church procession following a couple to be joined together by God. We entered a cathedral with a very long nave walking slowly toward the Chancel and alter. The church was dark, … Continue reading

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What am I?


What I am does not depend on what I look like. To find myself I don’t look in a mirror. Mary Madelaine did not know Christ until he spoke to her; touched her mind to mind. Christ says we will … Continue reading

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“O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory?” [1 Corinthians 15:55]


Sometimes when searching deep within myself I feel that there is nothing there but the void. That is not so strange as we, mankind, were created out of the void as was time and space. We are as men part … Continue reading

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Patricia, Me and God!


Yes exactly what Patricia and I had; we were aware of our unfolding love for each other and God! Every morning we woke up together into our love. It is still there even though she is on the other side … Continue reading

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1969 was an incredibly good year!


The year 1969 was in my head all night. 1969 was an incredibly good year! Pat on break at home in Ottawa, wrote in her small Address book – didn’t start a dairy until year after– for January 1, 1969: … Continue reading

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