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Tenderly, Tenderly.

Posted on June 18, 2022 by thebows99krug

What does it matter how this grief of mine evolves or what I do with it? What does it matter how I remember her or whether I remember her at all? None of these alternatives will either ease or aggravate … Continue reading →

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Grief is forever

Posted on June 18, 2022 by thebows99krug

I’m still feeling shock, denial and disbelief. Oh Lord is it really your will that I should feel like this? I am experiencing all kinds of difficult and unexpected emotions, from shock or anger to disbelief, guilt, and profound sadness … Continue reading →

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Spirit to spirit

Posted on January 13, 2022 by thebows99krug

Pat, I was talking to God last night and your image (not your name) came up. You realize that we (and God) no longer use words to communicate? Prayer too often uses words and thoughts to communicate spiritually but words … Continue reading →

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Hallelujah! God is Love!

Posted on August 3, 2020 by thebows99krug

It is important to remember Jesus was a Jew teaching Jews using their scripture. For those Jews, Judgement was an occasion of universal rejoicing not of punishment for your sins. “The ancient Jews, like ourselves, think of God’s judgement in … Continue reading →

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That within us is God and Love

Posted on August 30, 2019 by thebows99krug

I am not really still grieving! As a Mystic Christian, I believe Grief is actually prayer and an emptying of the self. According to the mystics, grief strippiing us is good news. Because it is only when we are naked … Continue reading →

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To Love!

Posted on August 13, 2019 by thebows99krug

Love does not come by our seeking it. I cannot make Love appear. Love is a gift of God freely given. To love is to experience Grace; it comes when you most need it. Love gives you a sense of … Continue reading →

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One with each other and God

Posted on November 18, 2018 by thebows99krug

Jesus teaches that man and wife are to become “one flesh” (Matthew 19:6) When we marry two souls become one. A presence is formed in each other. Each feel that they can face anything as long as the other is … Continue reading →

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Love your spouse as you love God

Posted on September 17, 2018 by thebows99krug

Patricia cries out in the depth of my heart; from the depth of my soul she raises her voice. At the busiest corner of my mind she cries out; at the entrance to the deepest part of me she speaks. … Continue reading →

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Death and Grief – putting out the lamp because the dawn has come.

Posted on July 27, 2018 by thebows99krug

Pat in her journal beginning August 1st, 2015 describes feeling something that sounds a lot like the grief journey I have been on since her death: All the same, (and for several days now) I felt odd, at a loss, … Continue reading →

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49 years married to Pat – words to tell our truths.

Posted on June 15, 2018 by thebows99krug

We knew right from the beginning that we were destined for each other. Just 12 hours after meeting her and asking her out (November 18, 1968) I asked her to marry me.  Twelve days after that she wrote me that … Continue reading →

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