We worship one God in Trinity and the Trinity in Unity. Neither confusing the Persons; nor dividing the substance. God in Trinity is within us. God the Father is the active force; God the Son is the passive force! God the Holy Spirit is the reconciling force. The Father sent the Son. The Son returned to the Father. The Son sent the Holy Spirit to comfort us and return us to the Father. We see the “I” in His “I am.” I am here to know myself and my beloved Patricia within God. This is my understanding so far of “The Holy Trinity and the Law of Three; discovering the radical truth at the heart of Christianity.” (Cynthia Bourgeault) I need to observe the Trinity and my “I’” doing the observing at the same time. This requires a precise relationship between my usual way of thinking and my meditations. One must submit to the other, or I will be taken by subjective thought and won’t “see.”  So far, I seem to be lost in the dark and missing something. I’m still struggling with the Holy Trinity as a “vision of the nature of reality.” I believe Jesus’ words in Luke 17:21 that the kingdom of God is within you (or among you). I believe the kingdom of God is essentially inward, within man’s heart; it is here and now. Somewhere deep within our hearts the light of heaven is shining. The inspiration I seek is already within me.